L: dumb.

The other day, my friend and I decided to do something “fun”. We got kayaks and headed to the infamous Madrid train trestle to jump off into the river below. We put the kayaks on the side of the river and climbed up the riverbank to the train tracks, walked on the annoying timber til we reached the ideal spot, and I realized I didn’t really want to jump off. So I didn’t.

It wasn’t quite as stupid when I realized my Daddy really wouldn’t want me to jump off a bridge but it still felt pretty dumb that I’d done all that “work” to stand there and realize I just wasn’t going to jump off that bridge. It’s just dumb.